It’s been such a long time since I’ve visited this place. Things around me seem to be moving much too fast and sometimes it makes me feel as if I’m in a whirlwind.
I’m slowly letting go of the things that I’ve hoped for and looking toward the things that I’ve longed for. The sands of my hour glass are thinning and time is no longer on my side.
I must go in quick pursuit of the things that I should have in my youth. My youth are now looking up and saying, “but how can you tell me”? And they are absolutely right. It’s never too late to set an example for those to follow but you can wait too late to set the example. Letting go of the things that beset you and looking towards the mark of a higher calling. Hmm, I’m starting to understand.
My God, is it only when my tongue has cleaved to the roof of my mouth that I will no longer feel the strain of adulthood? Is it when I have exhaled for the last time and life has left my body, that I might see the purpose of this journey?
I’m praying for a new mind and I believe that soon it shall be!